Thursday, January 29, 2009

School Cont.

I have finished my second week of school. It has been intense for me. I have so much homework. I am trying not to do any when my kids are awake. I have been staying up pretty late to finish. It is getting easier as I grow accustomed to the "routine" of it all. I am enjoying myself though. Emilee is doing good in daycare. She fusses for about 2 minutes after I drop her off then she is fine. Although, she crawled under the fence to get to bubba. Today when I left, she wasn't crying for me.... She was crying, and I quote "I WANT MY BUBBA!!!" It was sweet. I will have my first test on Monday. I am very nervous. I just turned in my first essay and I want it back so I can know how I did. The waiting is driving me crazy. Well, untill next time.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

School

I started Emilee in daycare on Monday. I wasnt' too worried about how she would handle it, I was worried about me. I don't like not being around her. But she is loving daycare. I think the only time she cries is right before naptime because she gets tired. Stephanie and Tonya say she goes right to sleep. The day before yesterday they told me she crawled under the fence to get to "Bubba". He plays on the ajoining playground. When I pick her up I ask if she is ready to go she says "no". But when I ask if she is ready to go get "Bubba", she heads for the door. She absolutely adores her Bubba. And he is crazy about her.
I start school on Tuesday. I can't wait. I want to get this show on the road. I worry about everything all the time. I will be glad when I graduate and have a good job. Then I won't have to worry so much about how I am going to support my family. That is my goal right now. I don't know what God has in store for me, but I want to be prepared for whatever that is. Well, untill next time.

Misc.

It is my 29th birthday today. It has been hard. Shane always bought me something and would be so excited about it that he would bug me everyday for at least a week to open my present early. I always tortured him and waited until my birthday to open it. This is my first birthday without him in ten years. But, I had lunch with my best friend today and tomorrow I am going to have lunch with my granny, Veronica, Tracy, Poppy and Tiffany. It helps alot to have my friends around me. I couldn't make it through without them.